heart really shattered. lost her completely.

she didnt even gimme a definate answer.

she just left me hanging halfway in the air.

dunnoe whether to go up or down.

then suddenly she got another guy. attached to her. in dunnoe how many days nia. when it took me 3 mths and no response.

i guess this is the gal whom i know.

sorry and thanks for letting me know that we can only be friends.

pls, tell me straight via any medium pls. at least i know where is the line. dun lidat and make me think and worry so much abt u.

the tears that i shed,
for all the years,
for the love which i never had.

3 months of guessing,
waiting for the blessing,
to find out that ur heart is already missing,
stolen by your new prince.

walking on the street of the broken hearted,
with my hearts all shattered,
with hatred filled in my heart when we parted.

feeling lost, he asked if he should go church again to find the answer

just reached home from camp.

saw the same few officers at gym just now. the regular LTCs. maybe can meet them up more often. hahaha.

damn shack. lol.

today damn happening. went to helpout air wing coz they got some LTC coming from air school.
and his name?

LTC C B KOH. sounds damn vulgar sia. he machiam hokkien bing lidat. fucking hokkien tongue with all the funny words. ROFL. "LEAD BY EXAMPLE". alright, at least he kept the cadets awake. anyway i'll update more later =)

oh, i am back to posting here again. its been almost a year since i last touched this. sad to say la. i decided to have the same layout as my main blog but i hope this blog shall be kept low. i mean, lay low.

quite a number of things have been stirring up lately abd it aint good. i am feeling sooo bad i can die. yes, it is that bad.

i wonder if xinjie finds that i am annoying anot. she doesnt show clear feelings towards me or wad. i really appreciate it if she tell let me know if she thinks that i am suitable for her anot. seriously.

i am sick and tired of playing hide and seek.

my feelings for her was clear, made known to her. i really loved her. i can give up anything for her just to make her happy.

dunnoe la. i feel so messed up now.

but no matter wadeva the outcome is, life carries on.

i am feeling very sad now.

someone tell me wad to do pls. i really miss her =(

somebody save me